MomTalk 2.O

"He's a great baby boy, very adorable, smart and very Handsome", I repeat this to myself everyday, it keeps me going through days like this. so for the past 2 weeks Jayzen (my son) has gotten extremely clingy, I mean I can't do anything without him attached to my side like a useless extra hand. He doesn't want to stay on the bed, if I put him to creep on the floor he gets bored after 2 minutes then start crying until I pick him up.he fell off the bed twice  already which was to date the scariest thing I have gone through since his birth so to avoid it happening again I try to keep him with me or on the floor at all times. 6 months and creeping has it's ups but it also has it's drawbacks,  he tries to follow me around all the time and this would not be a problem if only he would do it without the crying. I'm only human and I get annoyed very easily  ( something  I need to work on) so I would just pick him up and try to do what I have to with him.

If you already have a son then you know the struggles of finding very nice things for an affordable price, here in Jamaica its even more difficult and the reason for that is I really don't know I guess people like selling girl clothing more because the truth is female buy clothing more so that's a big market, most boys, on the other hand, do not care and sometimes if you don't notice will wear 1 jeans 3 or 4 times for the week. back to the struggles, I personally have had a hard time finding clothes for my son and because of that whenever I see something nice, even if I don't intend to buy clothes if I can afford it, I just buy it. I live in a house with only females so you can imagine my struggles for the first few months of my son's life, I only bought onesies and Pin-under because those are easier to find, but then a baby cant live in pin-under what about when he's going out I had to figure out something and I had to do it fast because my son was gr

  It was time to know the sex of the baby,  the past few months have been a rollercoaster but after the realization sets in, the new fight was with hormones and the changes that come with being pregnant,  before we did the ultrasound I always imagine the baby as a girl, that's all I could picture and that brought me some joy because I wanted a girl, her Dad named her Jayla and her middle name was Mia so I tell everyone around me and at work  how MIA  is, whenever they would ask. After 5 months, 19 week 3days to be specific it was time for the big reveal, it was a typical Saturday morning, we  already planned from weeks before that on this day I would do the ultrasound so as planned we drove to Oasis medical center and they were full  and BJ didn't want to wait so we  went to  Biological Medical center in Spanish Town .Luck was on our side because only one person was ahead of us.After checking in I was advised to drink 3 cups of water to ensure my bladder was full but I should